Our attitude brings us through things one way or another. Love/Hate, Gratitude, Dread, Fear, Anticipation, Excitement, Hesitation .. just to name a few.
What I've noticed about myself is that I hold a LOT of fear (unwarranted and irrational, but fear nevertheless) and hesitation inside of me.
I'm learning to let that go. It's difficult, but not so much when you know joy and laughter - and you can step into a more confident, sassier version of yourself.
I am a watcher, a seer, a healer, a maker, and a documenter of moments.
And I LOVE to laugh.
I've become so serious lately - and I know why.
I extended myself into a position I KNEW would knock me
down on my knees, overwhelmed and full of regrets,
a situation I should have said NO to.
I must remember boundaries at all times.
The really awesome thing is that I get to choose if I go into this
"thing" I committed myself to with feelings of *ugh*
or feelings of * let me rock the fuck out of this *
I choose the latter because Magic.
I see the good in everything FIRST.
I need to remember that.
If I commit to something and end up regretting it,
it is not the end of the world.
The "thing" can still be amazing if I go into it feeling that way.
Be it my day.
A 25th reunion <-- ding
Yep. 8 months of planning happening on Saturday night.
I'm so over it - But so looking forward to it.
There is magic in all things.